Devil... There is a mystery in the K. No one ever figured it out. No one ever will.

My life is right where i want it to be, although i do wish i could change the way i handled stuff in the past.
                OR MAYBE i STILL CAN...
                                     (Excuse the cheese factor)

If I wrote what I felt right now you would have a novel not a blog so I’m going to keep it short and to the point. I’M A JERK, I’ve been a real duche bag to alot of people and although a lot of you guys deserved it there was a few that didn’t and to them I apolagize.

I don’t know why I was such a sinacle prick but I do know the buck stops here.

Ok I can’t go on. I have to end it here because I might say something and reveal too much and that my friends would be a crime.

BUT READ THE BANNER, THAT’S MY REAL ENTRY.

:People that deserved better than me:

Bonita, Julisa, Clarissa, Lisa, Lisa E, Christina, Nadia, Tanisha, Victoria, Diane, Carleen, Savi, Rohini, Mitzi, Rashmie and the only person who i ever opened up to MARYCE (i've hurt you the most but no mater what, you forgave me)

I promised you so much and i never came through for you. If somehow in hell you're reading this..i owe you my fucking life and i would dedicate it to making you happy. 
        I HATE MYSELF FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU.

      DEVIL IS A SELLOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
First and foremost I would like to say this entry is for Nir-O, who says I don’t post anything real anymore, you know like my day-2-day life.

Ok, for months upon months I was braggging about getting dreds and how I would live my life. Well ladies and gentlemen..The devil is a RASSCLATH sellout, I conformed I lost my individuality and most of all my self respect. I choose to conform to societys standards just to make that paper that makes this great country so great and I am truly, deeply desapointed in myself.

Heres what my hair use to look like (and this is also an old Pic so it was longer than this)


This is what my hair looks like now as of 2 days ago

[does my hand look weird? well i was wearing long sleeves and thats
a rakhi tied around my wrist] ...SHUTTUP KEENA!!!

MOVEING ON..........

As to why I thought life rocked ..
I worked my ass of at my job to get a promotion and at times I would think to myself this shit isnt worth it..then I got the promotion AND my first check at this new position and I realized why I pushed so hard.

Here’s my paycheck

That's starters' pay, Plus the Commession from the deals that I helped broker.

AND ALSO I GOT A LIL SUMTIN SUMTIN FROM SOMEONE.
                       ||||||||>>So there i Elaborated<<<||||||||

My Niece Hailey is 6 months today..damn! EVERYTHING IS CHANGING SO FAST

WOW!, life ROCKZ!!.

  Who wants me to elaborate?

DEV!l